Second Draft: My English Language Learning Journey

 How was my English language learning journey? I have to admit that it was very tough as I was born in a Chinese-speaking family. Since young, I can count my “English-speaking times” within ten fingers. All of my English teachers explained English grammar and writing skills in Chinese. In my secondary school, we seldom had oral examinations, but mostly had grammar and writing exams. This is why I cannot pronounce English fluently and naturally. Although I watched some English movies and read some magazines to improve myself, I was always defeated by “Chinese-speaking” environment around me. Many a time in secondary school, my friends and I decided to speak in English, but we mixed many Mandarin words with English, and we ended up giving up.

 A few years ago, I travelled to Singapore with my family to visit my brother who studied here. My brother brought us around. That time, I got shocked by people who spoke flowing English. I have never thought I would study in Singapore. However, it realised last week. Last week, I came to NUS and started my university life. I heard from many seniors that studying in a university is a fantastic journey in our life. However, temporarily, I don’t think so. My first week in NUS made me depressed and defeated. It was rather difficult for me to understand what the lecturer talking about and interact with my course mates. Whenever I see people around me speak in English, I feel envious but also stressful.

  “Setbacks are inevitable in our life. Harsh environment will mould you into a stronger person.” This was what my mother told me when she knew my situation. I know I just need some time to adapt to this new environment, English-talking environment. However, I really cannot deny that there is some time I think to give up because I am really tired. Now, I just try my best to have positive thinking and affirmations every day.

  Up to now, I believe the path of success is thrown with stones and thorns. It takes perseverance and determination to pass through it. Hopefully, I can have a good and vivid experience of my English learning journey in Singapore. There will be a day I can overcome my language barrier and interact with my friends without gaps right? Now, please forgive me for my broken English.